You are too young to stand on the land forever. There will always be boats, but is it truly that you wish to catch your first when you are Crone? To be a true Well & Good Crone as I you must have had many transformations, many lives & shapes. What is distant alien unfathomable is what boat-riders go in seek of. You have much time yet to spend in comfort & the being with things you know. If unspoken to, what is alien & unfathomable in you will drag behind you always like a mangled & uncared-for boat.